"Your absence has gone through me/Like thread through a needle/Everything I do is stitched with its color." (W.S. Merwin) - Sometimes I stay up late and work so I do not worry. But the lack of words between us implode my exuberance for logic and make me into a being lack of sanity. After all, the definition of insanity "is doing the same things over and over and expecting different results" (Einstein).