Habits

A good friend and I both have this thing where we convince ourselves for as long as possible that we have no interest in a guy, even if we do. I find it amusing and that's where I got the idea for this.

They say that habits form over a period 

of time like mountains forming, tree limbs 

growing, canyons widening, and relationships

building, word by word. Sentence to sentence. 

They say that habits can either be good 

or bad. So I convince myself that my 

habitual thoughts of you only exist in order

to build a consistency of  not being attracted. 

They say that repetition is the key to beginning

or breaking a habit and so I repeat to myself 

the words of I don't like you, I won't like you,

I can't like you. Until I am only thinking of you.